Who is there for you when you walking through hell and fire

It takes Courage to step back from the ordinary life to realize that in life many times our lessons come from Courage and strength to go by things in the Darkest of times in solitude. looking back I had people by my side yes a handful I am grateful for at those times of comfort due to me not allowing the pain to totally take over. yet I felt alone scared confused shattered. so I started numbing it all and went on a spiral literally lost everyone. my mom use to say You must fall on your face enough times to feel the pavement. and one day it happened by surrendering I stood there speaking to the Immaculate Heart. and then I went down my rabbit hole and found peace within myself. I come back up September to be exact to find everything different. at times I fight and many times I go back in and stay focused. trust me when I tell you its not easy, many times like today I must step back and refresh replenish and float with the waves allowing my head to go deep and come back for air from time to time with out panic or resistance. Even when I walk through the shadows of death I fear no evil for thy stars and love comfort me. No weapons formed against me shall prosper Ever.  luv ♡ Luna .